After travelling to beat the band, I come home to grave news.
It seems that one of my families closest friends died last night in her sleep. She was not yet 21. She leaves behind 2 children ( one is 2 months old and the other is not yet 5).
Needless to say that my travel plans may now include a trip to British Columbia for the burial and the spirit send off. ( Its a native thing).
Well, for most of you who have seen pictures of me, I have recently cut my long dark hair short. It now is shoulder length. It has many many layers, but the bright side is that it is 100% cooler because 60% of my hair mass has been cut off.
The new look.
I was so tired of feeling as though I was a wet dog while in very humid areas. It bairly is long enough to be put into a pony tail, but it works.
Tomorrow is my birthday and alas I find myself having to work on it. I wish I could just for once be somewhere I want to be and be able to relax on my birthday.
Good thing I never have any parties planned for this date. It would never work out!
One week from today is my birthday. I would like something unique from each of you. Be it a gift, or a peice of tantalizing writing/art. I dont care. I just want to feel your devotion in some way.
I know it has been a while since I blogged last.
I had a horrible cold, almost to the point of immobility. Though, I did talk to some of you during it ( or at least left a message in the various chat agents).
I am almost better. Still slightly sniffly, but alright.
Went to a Cubs game, and visited family in St. Louis this weekend. Which was nice.
I do have to tell a few of you I am displeased. I have had the great joy of reading a select few of my favored pets blogs. Today I came home to a few DELETED or DEACTIVATED blogs.
SO not impressed with that. If you are serious about being mine, you have to do as I say. I have been fair and giving to some of you. I have chatted with a few, while I felt like I should keel over and die from exhaustion and sickness, yet, I stayed and chatted.
If you found a really good reason for deleting these blogs, why not share the reason with me? I am not inhuman! I would understand.
I am tired of the fakes as well. You say you want things, and then when it comes time to ACTUALLY do them, forget it. It was all a rouse.
I have decided that I am not taking on anyone new now. I have a few who are underconsideration at this time, but I may or may not choose them. Both have been naughty and I am not so happy with them.
They have received thier message so far about why.
I grow weiry of most of you. I dont find your actions and words to be sincere! I expect better from my potential pets/slaves. Yet, here I sit having to, once again say I am displeased.
Why cant people just be genuine. If you have changed your mind, SAY SO! If you dont thing its working out, SAY SO. If you have concerns SAY SO!
I am a busy person, I dont want to waste anyones time. ESPECIALLY MINE!
I have updated my site. I have layed out my rules in THE DUNGEON.
I would like to thank those of you who entertained me today. Locked n Chaste, as usual I have enjoyed our conversations. I do, however challenge you to check out Laurel K Hamiltons website, so that as I read more in this series of books ( The Anita Blake or Merry Gentry), you will know a little about who and what is going on. You may also want to find a way to maybe get a book or two in these series to read.
BustingSlave: You have had the priviledge of seeing just how brutal a CBT session with me can really be, through our chat today.
To those who I am considering bestowing a task on, who have recently shown interest in becoming one of my subs/slaves/pets, I will assign one to you soon.
I am trying to keep my numbers intimate so that I can provide each of you with the quality I like to use with everything I do.
As some seem to have forgotten what I have said in the past I will now lay out the rules again.
1) I don’t want to feel as though I am being hounded. This alone is offense enough for dismissal and I will tell you so.
2) When I give you a task it is to be done.
3) I have the right to use any portion of any conversation ( without giving away your identity by assigning you a personalized pet name.)
4) My word is lay. When I say I dont want to do something or am unable to. I mean it.
5) I never repeat myself. It is your responsibilty to remember my words and rules.
6) If my interests change and I require you to take part in an activity to enrich the experience for myself, I want it done the way I say.
7) I have the right to change any of my rules without letting anyone know why.
8) I always want at least one ” Hi goddess/mistress, enjoy your day/week/weekend” email from you so I know you are worshipping me like I deserve. I know people take vacations and work, so I dont need one every day.
9) If I tell you to write me a blog about what you like, why you like it, what you would do to worship me, I want it wrote in everyday to every other day. Even if it is a ” I read this link about x fetish and found it to be completely foul and disturbing because it means taht I ______________ and thats not me”
These rules are here for many reasons.
Mainly because they make Goddess happy. They make my life easier and they cut down on the confusion.
Next order of business:
I would like to thank Locked n Chaste for his continued support and writing in his blog. I am very happy about his openness and willingness to be challenged and grow.
Also, he has the best ways of complimenting me. Making me feel like a goddess should.
The rest of you ( besides those of you who have gotten my seal of approval) need to take a lession or two from him.
GooOOood Evening to you all
Good evening my pets/slaves and subs.
I have had the pleasure of giving a few of you the honor of signing up for a blog to share your thoughts and likes/dislikes and how you will worship me.
I am glad to read the blogs of Locked N Chaste and that of BustingSlave. You pay tribute and worship me in the fashion I desire..
Your goddess is happy with the conversations you both had with me today. You both rose to the occasion when challenged and took my sense of humor in stride. You were respectful and submissive and never tried to over step your bounds.
Keep up the good work! Bustingslave ( my new CBT subject), you are lots of fun because as you said, if you were female yourself you would make a great friend to a domme like myself.
Locked N Chaste, you make sure that this goddess is keeping up on her reading habbits. As discussed I do enjoy a good book. Also, I will be using a quote or two from our conversation today in the pages I will be adding soon to my site. So, keep a watch for them.
Bustingslave, I am glad you took the time to read my site and I appreciated your imput on my wishlists. It means that you pay attention.
Keep blogging!
Well this last week has proved interesting. Full of ups and downs.
I have a couple new people in my servatude. One chastity and another into CBT.
Well, I just cant win for loosing this week.
I have gotten a few new subs, no slaves or pets. Subs means they dont pay me with tangable items like money or gifts, but with entertainment and conversations.
I dont generally accept many of these, but since I had two people move on I just went with it.
Next item, I had the flu for almost 6 days. It seemed to get worse by the day until today. Still not feeling 100%, but sure a hell of a lot better than I did on monday or tuesday.
Next. It is with a sad sad heart that I had to bid farewell to my puppy Champ. He wasn’t a puppy really. But a dog of 8 years of age. I always thought of him as a puppy because he was so small ( He was a jackrussell).
I will always remember the sweet loving look and cold nose wake ups first thing in the morning and the cute way he would play soccer by pushing the ball with his nose. He was well loved and will be very much missed.
Though I did get the chance to chat early in the day with a new friend in MSN, this evening I felt aweful! Horrible. Incredibly sick. So, I missed the chance to chat with one of my pets.
I did however learn some great facts and some proper phrases for various languages today from my new friend.
But since i am not feeling well. I am keeping it brief.
